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John 5:8-9,11-12

8 Jesus saith unto him, Rise, take up thy bed, and walk.
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When I was raped in spring 2014, my home was set on fire while I was unconscious.

Never suicidal, without a phone or time to use a phone as the microwave, the oven, the televisions, the computers began exploding, I jumped a second story window because I did not want to die.

I broke a window, after covering my fist in heavy drapes.

I came to wearing white basketball shorts covered entirely in blood. From having been raped for many hours. I had come to a short while before naked; I ran to put on clothes.

After few months in a wheelchair, I learned to crawllean into the bathroom, to crawl to shower, to use my wheelchair for getting over to the dining area for two meals a day.

I walked out of my wheelchair because fervent prayer and gentle accruing stretching built daily on what I had attempted the days before, and succeeded at in the days following, made for a stable, prayerful, holistic kinesthetics process along with an indomitable will of never giving up.

The facility which allowed me a wheelchair during my stay there sent me to a place which would not accept me with a wheelchair.

This is illegal, because state and federal law required the second place to be able to take disabled persons including those with wheelchairs.

I was told I could not go, as they would not welcome anyone in wheelchairs, and please could I not use a wheelchair while I was there.

I did learn to kneel, and stretch, and crawl, and walk, and even run, again.

Because my situation and case was the first time at the second place that somebody had tried to go there in a wheelchair, I made it possible for, during my time there, a couple of years, others, both women, to be accepted with wheelchairs, even though I myself was not admitted with a wheelchair.

The magic of prayer, the hope of the Christian, which I find congruent and applicable and inclusive and in necessity of and also necessary to Jewish and Buddhist, and Shinto and Moslem, and Hindu, and Native American sacrosanct precepts that I follow sometimes a Catholic way, sometimes/always a Mormon way, thankfully/also a Jewish way, although mostly not on my own but with the help of elders and those in the know who guide my way face to face, online and off, in RL/"real life" as well... cements in me, as though they are three feet by three feet square of concrete, a very real, effusive and centralized and focused and wonderful way of making sure, yes, MAKING SURE, that God is real, and God is good, and God is real and good all the time.

This is more than just feminism, this is not about "disability and fandom" because it is not about necessarily even my gender, although that is an intrinsic part of my personhood, it is about concentrated power of will, because my focus is Jesus, and he carried me through the sand, and he does not let up. And he won't even let even you give up, if you have love of God in your heart.

Yes, my history of martial arts from age 12 to now, the pilates in college (I paid my way through community college and by the grace of God I have an Associates in Liberal Studies, and I went to adult school to become a professional pharmacy technician) even if those who would nullify the very proofs of my existence could never imagine that I could have this power, this Godgiven power, this understanding through discipline of some few years of martial arts, would help me WALK OUT OF A WHEELCHAIR.

So yes, this experience and hard work and dedication helps a lot.

But so does Jesus.

So does God.

If you are in need of health help, pray and do Tai Chi.
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[ISA] Relationships {1}
[DALAWA] Sharing To Claim Power {2}
[TATLO] Comfort Through Effort {3}
[APAT] Reading Visible And Energy Signs To Read God's Will And Create Your Own Destiny, With God's Help And Guidance, And Under God's Permission, Encouragement, And Will {4}
[LIMA] Tolerance By Patience {5}
[ANIM] Listen Including God's Secrets {6}
[PITO] Interdependence By Not Being Victimized Or Victimizer {7}
[WALO] Correction of Karma Which Is What We Do Coming Back To Find Us, And Others' Negative Energy/ Energy Vampirism By Hard Work (Tikkun Olam, Which In Hebrew Means Repair Also) Through Controlling Your Own Destiny By Effort (Dharma, Which Means What You Do) (tatlo; see three) and Community (Sangha) (Sangha Means Community) (isa; see one) {8}
[SIYAM] Turning Negative of Conflict Into Positive From Conflict {9}
[SAMPO] Criticism Of Yourself (Destroying Denial, Having Acceptance) {10}
ten ten
[LABING ISA] Finality and Fulfillment In Finishing A Task Or Journey, Including Loss Of Relationships Or Encountering Death {11}
[LABING DALAWA] FORGIVE {12}
[LABING TATLO] Clarity Through Honesty {13}
[LABING APAT] Responsibility For Yourself; Self Knowledge, Self Determination, Acting As Responsible Appendage of God {14}
[LABING LIMA] Cheerful/ness; Giving Cheer {15}
[LABING ANIM] Making Love In Sexual Intercourse Made Holy While Creating Light {16}
[LABING PITO] Conception: Our Children As Correction {17}
[LABING WALO] The Role Of Parentship i.e. Thanking Your Parents For Every Little Thing, seeing them do the same, etc. {18}
[LABING SIYAM] Society As Friendship/s; Society Of Friends, Friending The World (Be Giving and Helpful and Circumspect Always; Generosity and Peers and Networking and Cordial Civility) {19}
[DALAWANGPO] Hearing God, Hearing Yourself, Hearing Others, While You Pray, Alone, and With Each Other! {20}
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expounds on the exegesis of our ancestors' covenants with God. Through the embarrassment and utter horror of our first fallen parents exiting and thus losing eternal paradise on earth we find we gather the fragments of our own personal covenants with Holy Mother and Holy Father creating rules and institutions that not only follow the word of God through the Laws established by Moses, but all the weight of all centuries of literacies, to find the overwhelmingly astounding conclusion that the law of forgiveness as exhibited, expounded, and experienced by full and total immersion in humility through the words and actions of our one Lord, Jesus Christ our hope and saviour is the ease with which we understand that all our sins are covered by his very blood of holiness, and that all the prophets and the laws hang upon his very work of utter complete devotion and love: to love God with all your heart, all your soul, all your might, and to love your neighbor as yourself.

Since I was a child I have believed in Jesus, have hope for Jesus, follow his rule of law and love that I would be saved, to me, at birth, that I should follow and walk through the narrow gate, that I have knocked on his door and he has opened for me all avenues of eternal light and salvation and the eternities of celestial heavens, be they numbered three or seven.

Since birth, I have believed in the fullness of the gospel as materialised by angels, and that living breathing humans could come together as saints in two or three gathered in his name.

I am not afraid of ghosts, because the family and friends who have passed on before me talk to me continually in my dreams, and in my waking hours, so that with Jesus' help and their guidance as emblems of Mother God and Father God and all of God's family who are my friends I will never walk alone.

The scriptures provide for us through so many facets as holy bread that makes us whole, as Jesus becomes living water for a dying world.

All this, too, shall pass, and pass away, but the eternal love of our Heavenly Parents and our very own brother and father Jesus creates limitless light with power so boundless that it is assured that through every hardship Christian triumph unites even Jew and Moslem, Buddhist and Hindu, all scriptures enduring to give us lifelong lessons to how in comporting ourselves we ourselves become worthy of the divine as not only elect but as in humility following God's instructions to become just like God in every sense of creating with each thought, action, and energy, life particles that speak as testimony to the loving arms of Jesus, as his hands, as his feet, as his heart, as his Holy Spirit.

In devotion and thanks we carry his cross, as he carries us through one set of footprints in the sand, and we find our salvation to revel, not rebel, as saints for which he has fashioned eternal lives from an eternal perspective that carries us through the minute griefs and hardships we have to bear when we find the world against us; pray for each other, and you find, that past worldly trends and petty sensibilities God himself will pray with us, will work with us, to create a heavenly sphere of peace even for this wartorn, polluted planet.

In his name we find our talents and gifts, and when we search for the best gifts and don't bury our talent but dedicate them to God, we are as God, because he allows us heaven, yes, even right here not just in pockets and bubbles, but throughout this universe, even through all universes, that we are disciples and we walk in the light: together!
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versus the duplicity of Satan.

Jesus' many faces, as evidenced by iconography, and different visions seen by saints and painted by many, means that he just loves us so much that he is working all the time to save us, and the adversary tricks us into not trusting God sometimes.

Trust God always.

Your body is a temple; your prayers are heard and go on endlessly. Believe.
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"Just look at today's movies, singers and performers. They sound beautiful and look good but what are they teaching people to do? To lie, steal, or kill."

"While according, we need to look for the right opportunities to try to encourage people to stop committing wrong doings. This will help them to break through delusion and attain enlightenment. However, to do this perfectly, we need to recognize the right way and time for this, we need wisdom, expediency and flexibility."

http://www.amtb.org.tw
http://www.amtb-usa.org
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We are meant to be gods because Father God and Mother God want us to be exactly like them, all we have to do is love God with all our heart, and love our neighbor, and although we exited Eden through Adam and Eve in disgrace we are already in Paradise every single day, because Heaven is a place on Earth.
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As well as following also, Swami Prahupada!

http://bookstore.yogananda-srf.org/

You should all get some products here.

I am re-reading The Second Coming Of Christ Volumes One and Two, right now.

<3+*(.

http://bookstore.yogananda-srf.org/
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IT SAID:
Capitalism,
as contrasted with cooperatively co-investing capital,
is in idolatrous tension
with therapeutic roots
of Catholicism
and all forms and rituals of Messianic Saviorism.
Here lies our incapacity
to both serve a regenerative healthy God
and a degeneratively reified,
desacralized,
depressed Mammon,
organic Creation
without nutritional Creator.

Capitalism grows ever more virulently rabid
as my ultimate Win
always and everywhere must be at your Lose expense;
investing in manic ego is my higher priority,
and should be,
in dubious fact,
due to laws of competitive predator nature,
must be above cooperative organic investing
in ecoEarth as holy Other.

Whereas positive faith systems,
including all dialects of Judeo-Christianity and Islam,
Buddhism and Taoism and Hinduism,
teach, and sometimes behave,
following WinWin cooperative Golden Rule
as Original Intent of regenerate Earth
iconized as God
and/or Goddess
and/or Allah
and/or Atman, etc.


I can see how if you do not believe in being a Jew, or Christianity, or being from Moslem culture, thinking Allah is the name of Heavenly Father, or being Buddhist, or a follower of Dao, or being Hindu, you might, if you don't find sacred spirituality in these things, not be offended. It is offensive.

Here are some Judeo-Christian places if you aren't educated about these things, some Judeo-Christian places to learn for a start:
A http://www.catholic.org/
B http://www.vaticanstate.va/content/vaticanstate/en.html
C https://twitter.com/news_va_en?ref_src=twsrc%5Egoogle%7Ctwcamp%5Eserp%7Ctwgr%5Eauthor
D http://cottonwood.org/start-here/
E https://www.lds.org/?lang=eng
F https://www.mormon.org/
G https://pccpv.org/about-us/what-we-believe/
H http://www.sbecc.org/resources.html
I http://www.mtolivepreschoolrpv.com/aboutus.html
J http://sjf.org/sacraments/reconciliation/
K http://www.bethelsp.org/
L https://marystar.org/about
M https://www.nertamid.com/
N http://www.missionparish.org/sacraments/anointing-of-the-sick
O http://citylineonline.org/how-to-give/
P http://www.splendorofthechurch.com.ph/wp-content/uploads/2015/04/DSC09149.jpg

QRSTUVWXYAZ.

See? *bright and chipper smile* Not so offensive, if you'd like to know, learn and care.

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