kay_mulan: (eat)
1. to 30.
https://www.yelp.com/search?cflt=filipino&find_loc=Orange%20County%2C%20CA&start=0

31. to 60.
https://www.yelp.com/search?cflt=filipino&find_loc=Orange%20County%2C%20CA&start=30

61. to 90.

https://www.yelp.com/search?cflt=filipino&find_loc=Orange%20County%2C%20CA&start=60

:waves: Hello! I am looking for Ate Ninang's
MIMI'S Filipino American restaurant that used
to be in Buena Park. In any case, Auntie Mimi,
missing you lots, and your good, good food!

much love respect affection,
Inday Sacia <3+*(.
kay_mulan: (lalala)
I don't have "stable housing."

I "totally approve" of President Trump!

I am a "Moderate" yet "Totally Conservative."

I am like my grandaunts, Republican.

I am listed as a Democrat, though. :/

I am against abortion.

I support gun control law enforcement.

I don't support Obama/"Care" saying my personal family physician of twelve years doesn't qualify me as "insured."

I espouse President_Trump_job_approval!

President Trump said last year he would support regions' sovereignty and autonomy, including neighboring countries helping localized war-torn conflict areas, in the hopes that autonomous governance, rebuilding, stability, and new infrastructure can occur with U.S. encouragement and assistance.

I do believe President Trump cares about Kurds, Turks, and Syrians.

As well as Israelis and Israel, whom he would always with the U.S and all good, true Americans, support over an Islamic State Iran "Republic" of terror!
kay_mulan: (let's laugh about it now or later)
Today I looked at a form and figured out certain things about myself.

1. Arthritis. Mobility impairment.

2. Cardiac. Physical impairment.

3. Chronic progressive debilitating disorder. Advanced connective tissue disease, Lupus eythematousus.

4. Epilepsy. Neurological impairment.

5. Legally blind. Visual impairment.

6. Mental/emotional impairment. Bipolar Disorder Major Depressive Disorder, Post Traumatic Stress Disorder.

7. Autism.

8. Person whose hearing loss is 70 dba or greater in the 1000 and 2000 Hz ranges. Hearing impairment.

Just one of these means that society stigmatizes you forever as an unwhole, damaged product: somebody lesser for having been and thus forever being disabled.

Since I turned 19, I figured: I will never feel sorry for myself again, because I am a good person with nothing wrong with me, and I am sincerely fabulous. So then. I had to admit, this is how I'm seen, based on American standards of caring about me from others. I am, as a Filipino American, then, PERMANENTLY DISABLED. I am seen, as a Californian, as such. I am seen, as an Angeleno, but primarily especially as a statistic, but in my struggle as a peer advocate consumer survivor. As. Permanently. Disabled! :rolls around in laugher: This was news to me!!!!!!!!

Having, with major faith, crawled out of a wheelchair. Having, being sent it seemed to die as a mental health patient when not processed as a rape survivor, becoming a medical professional as a licensed and certified Pharmacy Technician. Having, despite "teachers" who hate the youth, gained a Radio Technician license. Having, despite bronchitis, starvation, being beaten, the discipline to learn and grow from martial arts, and running and medalling in a marathon. Having a beautiful man friend who makes my life replete with wisdoms and smiles...THIS WAS NEWS TO ME!!!!!!!!<31+*(.
kay_mulan: (samurai girl)
I would like to preface that my board and care hasn't had phone available to residents since August and that the number I provide won't relay messages to me. I just wanted to say that when the Access taxi #1 picked me up, and I went to the Access Eligibility Center in city of Commerce, and when Access taxi #2 dropped me off--! Wow. It is the nicest I have ever been treated since I was labeled disabled in 2002 with a Major Depressive Disorder diagnosis, it is the nicest I have ever been treated since I became conserved by Los Angeles County in summer 2014. I am so sorry I had no doctor information. I thought my Full Service Partnership provider Exodus Recovery would have forwarded from my previous family physician Dr. Corazon Medina proof of heart problems from an ECG in 2012, and proof of a lupus titer in 2007, and proof of being diagnosed mentally ill/blood tests of medicine compliance from 2002 until 2012. I am also hard of hearing, and I am also legally blind without my glasses. I am trying to coordinate with Dr. Bhuta and his nurse Hajim, who are kind enough to provide general medicine to our board and care, to diagnose me for my epilepsy, which I know I have had since I was two when I was stolen by sexual traffickers, which got really worse after I started taking psychiatric medications in 2002. I just wanted to especially say thank you so much for treating me with such care! And such respect! I felt like a princess on the ride to and back! And the lady who did my interview was so kind! As with the lady who took my ID coming in! And the two gentlemen who got me to sit down, and called my name when it was time to go! Thank you so much! If approved, I hope to use Access to go to my FSP for the nurse practitioner visit that they say I must get rides for, which is once a month. Thank you!!!!! God bless you all today, Katrina Villanueva. kay-mulan.dreamwidth.org
kay_mulan: (modren love)
On Saturday, after Temple Preparation Gayla Scoll was kind enough to
buy me two vegetable egg rolls and a strawberry smoothie which saves
my life. She dropped me off by the curb on the corner of my street,
and I sat there for an hour next to the houses of my neighbors. Then I
lay for an hour in bed. Lupus can kill after less than two weeks when
diagnosed. On this my 13th year of lupus I am happy to be a walking
miracle despite onset of lung, heart, and kidney failure. I want to
share with you my favorite scriptures, and I want to also share with
you my love and gratitude for the Mormon Church Presidents Gordon B.
Hinckley and Thomas S. Monson gave me, now that I have been a convert
for fifteen years, finally enjoying my first Pioneer Day! Lamentations
3:57-8 Thou drawest near in the day that I called upon thee: thou
saidst, Fear not. O Lord, thou hast pleaded the causes of my soul;
thou hast redeemed my life. Doctrine and Covenants 89:11 Every herb in
the season thereof, and every fruit in the season thereof; all these
to be used with prudence and thanksgiving. Doctrine and Covenants 98:1
VERILY I say unto you my friends, fear not, let your hearts be
comforted; yea, rejoice evermore, and in everything give thanks; 2
Corinthians 8:14-5 But by equality, that now at this time your
abundance may be a supply for their want, that their abundance also
may be a supply for your want: that there may be equality. As it is
written, He that had gathered much had nothing left over; and he that
had gathered little had no lack. 1 Timothy 16-7 How be it for this
cause I obtained mercy, that in me first Jesus Christ might shew forth
all longsuffering for a pattern to them. Which should hearafter
believe on him to life everlasting. Now unto the King eternal,
immortal, invisible, the only wise God, be honor and glory forever and
ever. Amen. It has been such a strange year for me. Finally my dream
of volunteering at an animal shelter came true, with the most
wonderful people called Michelson Found Animals, with Adopt and Shop
in Culver City (also Lakewood) and the most fierce and sweet dogs and
kittens one could ever hope to cuddle. My job last year at Meowski
Hotel was not scant preparation, and now I'd get to do the same thing,
except not for money, with the same amount of gusto and affection and
joy with a sense of fulfillment and understanding of how far I've come
to survive like these scrappy loving creatures. My favorite book in
the Book of Mormon is Alma, and Jesus Christ and the Holy Spirit to
me, like the Mormon church, is like a hen gathering her chicks. I used
to keep three cockatiels, Puff, Screech, and Marble. Puff laid 24 eggs
in ten years, when I used to live in Palos Verdes. I prayed about it,
and I'm not going to church anymore because I've got to settle my
affairs before I go. As a member, I visited various houses of worship,
knowing my testimony as a Mormon witness would show the world through
commiseration with others what we believe. I am so grateful to have
received my first Book of Mormon from Reno temple. I am so grateful to
have done baptisms for the dead in Redlands Temple, San Diego Temple,
Los Angeles Temple, and to have celebrated the Newport Temple at
dedication, and with our celebration in Anaheim. Southern hospitality
in Temecula stake, in Anaheim stake, in Crestridge stake, in Long
Beach stake, in Santa Monica stake, in Huntington Park stake, and
finally here in Los Angeles stake, means that I know that God sent me
to America as a little girl to become a Mormon woman who is before you
today happy. Thank you for being my family. God bless you and all your
"little ones" as your only "troubles." With sincere affection,
Katrina. Alma 32:31a Busa, kon ang unsa ka binhi motubo kini maayo
/translation, mine, or transliteration, from the cebuano: Look people
here then, if then this one seed grows very much
kay_mulan: (flower)

DEAR MR. MANNY PACQUIAO AND ATE JINKEE
AND THE WHOLE FAMILY,
OF THAT THERE BRANCH,
GOD BLESS YOU AND KEEP YOU SAFE
THROUGH THESE TUMULTUOUS TIMES.
AND MANY CONGRATULATIONS ON SUCCESS,
ALTHOUGH I AM NOT A GENERAL SANTOS GIRL BUT A ZAMBOANGUENA
WHO REALLY IS ONLY ONE CEBUANA
THANK YOU FOR INCLUDING ME IN YOUR PRAYERS.
HURRAY FOR ANOTHER GOOD FIGHT WON.
GOD BLESS YOU, AND THANK YOU
FOR BEING SWEETHEARTS WHO ARE OUR PRIDE.

:waves happy filipino and american flags manily:

kay_mulan: (smoochie bootchies)

I did not ever plan to be a rape victim, and part of the reticence I have about being part of just one other statistic in the money making plan of the "mental health" industry as a pawn of Big Pharma, is that: psychiatric medications gives us heart failure, psychiatric medications give us epilepsy, psychiatric medications give us lupus. These are brain killing, lung killing, life killing factors. With the reticence I face from the previous hurts that supposed professionals who are paper pushing tyrants who chose to be incompetent, or willfully hurt and harm through false witnessing also, as somebody who struggles to advocate for every good guy and girl in the system, and advocate also for the self, having end of life issues doesn't mean that the pain of my limbs as my muscles disappear just doesn't equate with panic, anxiety, or any kind of rude or overreaching crabbiness that leads to ignorant hate and willful malice, ever. But I am not just a person repeatedly called bipolar without ever being asked why my freedom was lost, then months, or years later called a depressive. Horrifically, worse. When nobody ever asks that depression was my first diagnosis to begin with. Instead all I ask for is respect as somebody who is competent and friendly and hard working and brilliant and more than my diagnosis. Working fifteen years to have the correct meds for example, I cannot even begin to talk about heartbreak, let alone the chest pains. I may be dying, but I am not just a paycheck, I am not just a number, I am not someone you should dismiss after a cursory judgement call based on maybe not my entire life history, ever, never never, and as a living person who doesn't want to be dying, I will never be irrelevant, I am more than the sum of my parts that only God and my man can understand, and I am not afraid, but by gosh what a set of too many bitter harmful pills to swallow. Let alone, worse. So if you are my brothers and my sisters in the system, we may not have been encouraged to take care of each other, and keep contact and network, and this excepting only Project Return, and that place in Van Nuys that is staffed 50 percent with consumer survivors like myself, I love you, I see you, keep fighting with me and for me as I fight for you and with you for respect, peace, and dignity. I love you, I see you, we speak and care for each other. First do no harm.

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I started my first blog in Diaryland run by Andrew as http://oneko.diaryland.com, branching off to http://exegesis.diaryland.com and also http://briarsacia.diaryland.com He was nice enough to give me my passwords after the first unplanned stint at a mental health hospital (cruelly called Institute for the Mentally Diseased) (I prefer "diagnosed mentally besieged" myself) (or: those in mental health, which believe me is an industry),

and then, that was about the new year in 2001.

By summer's end? I had http://oneko_briar.livejournal.com and had many offshoots that Russians very kindly streamlined into http://brandysniffer.livejournal.com and even kindly "my" "portal" http://chapparalsage.livejournal.com

I had http://newredshoes.livejournal.com and http://makiling.livejournal.com and http://briargoeth.livejournal.com and maybe fifteen others, claiming names,

planning to do things, * different * things, with each one, and not to make sockpuppets, neither. :)

I dunno, I have lost so many passwords. meisje@chickmail.com was my first email, and then a couple at hotmail, and then o0briar0o@yahoo.com (a nod to my raver lifestyle, a joke, too) then hartlaffinloudly@yahoo.com where I became, now, Jill Briary Wilder, and then briargoeth@yahoo.com (pronounced GUHH-THHEI, like Goethe) and then...

kissmesoundly@gmail.com then kissmesoundly1@gmail.com and maaybe less than a dozen other emails, not to hide behind anonymity, but because each new email name was so exciting to get!

I really loved owning"" or running the community http://iconsensual.livejournal.com, which was fairly popular back in the day, lots of really raw talent, and I again thank Lithium Picnic for all the sexy pictures of seeming nudes which were never nudes to turn those lovelies into worksafe icons.

My last haul of icons, probably 30 of them, were only Lithium Picnic shots, that unfortunately I never got to send, that batch, to the world wide wilde web of the internats.

Thankyou to Napster, Audiogalaxy, Livejournal, (I didn't want to get stuck at bittorrents'ses) for all the music. Thankyou for the music.

Pandora, and even MySpace, really changed my life, too.

Thankyou to Friendster, also, and Facebook, also, and Twitter, and Tumblr.

Photobucket, Flicker, etc.

Melo...

I love the internets. I love the internet. Because the internet loves me, I love you, just like God.

I got on board 96 to 99 with La Femme Nikita, and Yahoo!, Netscape, AOL chat, ICQ, Altavista, etc.

http://geocities.com Thank you! http://www.fws1.com Thank you! http://www.virtue.nu and http://www.envy.nu (before they fell"" to pr0n sites) Thank you! All the people who gave me awards, starting with Kat Thorn of Australia, thank you. Everybody who hosted a site of mine, or hosted my stories, honestly especially Lanie if she's reading, and even the indomitable Kate Bolin (who was my roomate in Escapade, with Jenfr of Viggo) Thank you. If I am giving you access, and subscribe to you, especially the people whom I've met, most more than once, thank you.

Thanks also to YouTube, and Instagram. And then, of course! Thank you again to Livejournal, and JournalFen, and even greatest journal, insanejournal just because they looked so freaky, but also Dreamwidth, through the ups and downs, and figuring out that I'm not bipolar or mentally ill to me, hahaha THANK YOU!!!!!!

It's time for me to begin again. It's time for me to leave the internet, but I cherish the lights I've glimpsed and caught to see, and I hope you'll always cherish those lights in me.

For those who are in my families, my church families, my martial arts families, my bestest bestest honest to goodness type cousins, thankyou.

I hope your journey also exceeds your greatest expectations, Namaste may the light in me find the light in you, Xie Xie many thanks, and may God hold you in the palm of his hand. :D

Happy New Year's :)

Thank you also, goes out to Photoshop!!!!!! ;)
kay_mulan: (Default)
I have lupus. I'm pretty sure pollution such as psychiatric meds gave me lupus, too.

People die after a lupus diagnosis 2 days or 2 weeks later.

I was diagnosed with lupus in 2007 and the year is 2019, so I'm feeling pretty good.

"You leave home, you move on, you do the best you can."

How y'all feelin' tonite?!!
kay_mulan: (Default)
bridging the gap.

I believe from personal experience that in the United States of America, 77.7% of Democrats and 99.9% of Republicans can, should, and will go to heaven in the celestial kingdom, or heavenly afterlife.

Independents, including the Green, are certainly welcome.

Even Russians who have been Russian American since before 1764, certainly so. (American Born Chinese Americans, Filipinos since 1852 born or not born but transplanted to the U.S. etcetera)

Considering that earth is always a battle to recover Eden, the Lost Paradise, that is to say

that happiness comes in small doses, and should never be rejected,

just as life is precious, and should be celebrated,

yes, even together!

Why can't we all get along?

We should be able to have worldbuilding together, so please if you are struggling, ask yourself maybe as a family to see where problems are coming from, and how problems are able to be solved.

Brainstorming and diagrams sometimes help me.

Logic, too. And a big, big heart!

Bipartisanship, to me, ended when Senator Orrin Hatch retired. I'm just sayin'...

Also, really, truly, China, Russia, Africa (including all African countries), the United States, Australia, Ireland, Greece, Italy, Iceland, Greenland and all countries of Asia should all be able to get along. The great etcetera...
kay_mulan: (Default)
[URGENT]In November 2018, she was convicted of corruption charges during her term as governor of Manila between 1978 and 1984 and was sentenced to decades in prison.[21][22] [breaking news] source: wikipedia
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If they are reading, I'd like to say a shout out to all my cousins, especially Boyd, Mark, Yogi, Monica, Maxinne, Catalina Enza, Kyrra, Lucille, Kysha, Gilly (my godson! too!), Franco, Josh, the Solivas, James Joseph, Kyra, Abe, and Jerico, also waving to my uncle Fabian!

Stay safe, and be alright, please.

Don't be afraid to evacuate.

JOSH! HI!

Sep. 23rd, 2018 03:33 pm
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Can somebody please tell Josh I'm sorry I defriended him. Basically, I took 350 people out who never commented back. No offense, Josh! Hope you are alright!

FB not working for me very well at all today. A sign of the times?
kay_mulan: (Default)
Gilly is my only godchild.

Here's to blessings many for you, Gilly!
kay_mulan: (Default)
Dear J.N.D,

That's you, dude. Dear Jerico Naranja (which means orange in Spanish) Dimataga,

Babycakes, I was told in Febuary that you were too busy in school, for forever!, to talk to me on the phone.

And then, Boyd Drazen Dimataga Pacres told me you were spending Easter in Cebu City and Mactan Island.

Dong, maayo unta na maayo lang ka!

Young boy one, may it be well that you are only well!

Basically Mr. E/R was kind of taking to me the wrong side, and then I hadn't seen you since January New Year's day, but God bless, God bless you!
kay_mulan: (Default)
Plants Versus Zombies
The Stick Game
Tetris
Original Mario
The Duck Game (I always love shooting clay disks.)
Final Fantasy (1 and onward!)
Tekken
Street Fighter
ALL MOTORCYCLE GAMES with simulators
Oregon Trail
i don't know,
how do i tell you this
s k e e b a l l i n g
kay_mulan: (Default)
In case my families are reading this, I have really spent my life overcoming I. and A. etc. dividing me from you, and I'm glad I know this now.

I know that people die from lupus after 3 weeks, I have been so blessed to be on my 12th year.

But my echocardiogram in 2012 (thanks Eva and Luis et all) told me that psychiatric medications were giving me heart failure, and that it was immanent, I'm really sorry I was a bulimic anorexic in high school, and I had anorexia nervosa in my twenties and I hate all the ways the system fails but I care, so yes heart failure and lupus, and me with psychiatric medications still and for both I'm really feeling (pain) it (yuck) now, so just in case, I have never heard voices, I have never hurt anyone including myself, I have only ever had love, I am not insane, I am a surviving rape victim, and I loved all the ways that we could touch online, and I love you, and I wish you all the best. Just for today.

To life.
kay_mulan: (Default)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x8RKCmkOyB4

Having had three cockatiels whom I really, really loved, I also really loved this movie.

I had a dream that Marble got a girlfriend, but she was not a cockatiel, but a finch.

Cockatiels are native to Australia.

From the parrot family, they can be taught to speak.

I taught mine to say the word "Mom."

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