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SPIRITBREAKING AND PHYSICAL SAFETY
Nov. 16th, 2017 11:18 amSPIRIT BREAKING AND PHYSICAL SAFETY.
I am hurting. Family, grand mothers, aunts, uncles, mother, cousins, please listen. Advice me, and tell me what to do.
FEMALE RESIDENT 1.
She stole my things. I want them returned but I fear they may be thrown away, or used.
$5.00 in quarters
Bookmarks
Unused Chopsticks
Unused Chapstick
Stuffed Toy Purse
Headphones
Tickets
Other money in dimes and nickels
Pens
Pencils
Calendar, which I use as my planner
my Deseret newspapers
socks
She also lies about me to staff and residents. She lies about residents to me. She uses swear words to intimidate, harass, and threaten me, including the word "bitch" thirty eight times. She leaves the light on when she does not sleep in the room many nights but protests when I leave the light on for use. When I am in the room she turns off the light, but it is my light and not her light. She mutters loudly obscenities and cursings; I read quietly the bible. She yells at me that I will get thrown out because of her, that I will be "deported." For your information I entered the country legally, and I would have all my identification if my former conservatee hadn't taken two valid work authorization cards, my passport, and my valid social security card. She yells abuse all the time, including presumed diagnosis she assigns to my person.
She can keep the Jewish Journal she didn't want to return to me. I went back and forth opening our door so many times when she supposedly locked herself out of our room; I did that out of courtesy, and expected no payment, but kindness in return. No, being kind doesn't make me weak. No, I don't want to hold the door open for her whenever she enters or exits with a basket of clean or dirty clothes anymore. No, I don't want to drop off her overdue books at the library.
I want my name to stay off her lips. I want my things returned, and no more things stolen.
MALE RESIDENT 2.
Threatened me with a lamp, threatening to hit me with his lamp, while I was in the hallway;.
Raised his hand against me, but I ducked. I am informing staff it is an ongoing problem.
Uses swear words to intimidate me, harass me, and threaten me.
FEMALE RESIDENT 3.
Rushed me last week with her left arm as she ran past me as I was near the main entrance door and she ran down the stairs.
Also, for twenty minutes, also last week, she yelled at me as I was trying to call my grandmother in Detroit, for adding XXXX's Facebook to my Facebook. I explained that since he uses XXXXX's phone, I had added XXXXX, and XXXX, and XXXX, from XXXXX's phone, and that she shouldn't be keeping me from using the phone, and that if she had problems she should talk to her boyfriend and clinician about it.
In Cedar Homes Bldg. 305-307 the problem began when she cussed me out during a group and XXXXXXXX leading the group did not tell her to stop, and I had to be the one to apologize to the group for her cussing me out. I meant to apologize for discomfort to my fellow residents who care about me, not because I was in the wrong, because I am the one being wronged.
MALE STAFF 4.
Comes into my room and checks me out on top of my bed. Takes care of breakfast but always verbally abusive, including cussing me out for thirty minutes and calling my mother, and myself, names.
MALE STAFF DOING MED PASS.
I have been staying at this house for five months. Since day one, they give me doubles of some pills; this makes me sick if I were to take it. This makes me lose days and or nights if it is a thirty day supply.
I had one month left of vitamins; they said I was out. I looked at the bottle; there are cut pills there.
They withhold the supposed crucial physical medicines for physical problems and psychiatric medicines for supposed mental and or emotional problems. I have to ask for the pills. I have to ask for the right ones. If I do not get the psychiatric medications supposedly it will make me sick in the head; if I do not get the crucial medicines for physical reasons it could make me die.
I am hurting. Family, grand mothers, aunts, uncles, mother, cousins, please listen. Advice me, and tell me what to do.
FEMALE RESIDENT 1.
She stole my things. I want them returned but I fear they may be thrown away, or used.
$5.00 in quarters
Bookmarks
Unused Chopsticks
Unused Chapstick
Stuffed Toy Purse
Headphones
Tickets
Other money in dimes and nickels
Pens
Pencils
Calendar, which I use as my planner
my Deseret newspapers
socks
She also lies about me to staff and residents. She lies about residents to me. She uses swear words to intimidate, harass, and threaten me, including the word "bitch" thirty eight times. She leaves the light on when she does not sleep in the room many nights but protests when I leave the light on for use. When I am in the room she turns off the light, but it is my light and not her light. She mutters loudly obscenities and cursings; I read quietly the bible. She yells at me that I will get thrown out because of her, that I will be "deported." For your information I entered the country legally, and I would have all my identification if my former conservatee hadn't taken two valid work authorization cards, my passport, and my valid social security card. She yells abuse all the time, including presumed diagnosis she assigns to my person.
She can keep the Jewish Journal she didn't want to return to me. I went back and forth opening our door so many times when she supposedly locked herself out of our room; I did that out of courtesy, and expected no payment, but kindness in return. No, being kind doesn't make me weak. No, I don't want to hold the door open for her whenever she enters or exits with a basket of clean or dirty clothes anymore. No, I don't want to drop off her overdue books at the library.
I want my name to stay off her lips. I want my things returned, and no more things stolen.
MALE RESIDENT 2.
Threatened me with a lamp, threatening to hit me with his lamp, while I was in the hallway;.
Raised his hand against me, but I ducked. I am informing staff it is an ongoing problem.
Uses swear words to intimidate me, harass me, and threaten me.
FEMALE RESIDENT 3.
Rushed me last week with her left arm as she ran past me as I was near the main entrance door and she ran down the stairs.
Also, for twenty minutes, also last week, she yelled at me as I was trying to call my grandmother in Detroit, for adding XXXX's Facebook to my Facebook. I explained that since he uses XXXXX's phone, I had added XXXXX, and XXXX, and XXXX, from XXXXX's phone, and that she shouldn't be keeping me from using the phone, and that if she had problems she should talk to her boyfriend and clinician about it.
In Cedar Homes Bldg. 305-307 the problem began when she cussed me out during a group and XXXXXXXX leading the group did not tell her to stop, and I had to be the one to apologize to the group for her cussing me out. I meant to apologize for discomfort to my fellow residents who care about me, not because I was in the wrong, because I am the one being wronged.
MALE STAFF 4.
Comes into my room and checks me out on top of my bed. Takes care of breakfast but always verbally abusive, including cussing me out for thirty minutes and calling my mother, and myself, names.
MALE STAFF DOING MED PASS.
I have been staying at this house for five months. Since day one, they give me doubles of some pills; this makes me sick if I were to take it. This makes me lose days and or nights if it is a thirty day supply.
I had one month left of vitamins; they said I was out. I looked at the bottle; there are cut pills there.
They withhold the supposed crucial physical medicines for physical problems and psychiatric medicines for supposed mental and or emotional problems. I have to ask for the pills. I have to ask for the right ones. If I do not get the psychiatric medications supposedly it will make me sick in the head; if I do not get the crucial medicines for physical reasons it could make me die.
